My car is still pretty much broke. For all intents and purposes.
You know, that doesn't sound that bad. First world problem, correct? It doesn't explain me drowning myself in wine.
The thing is....the broken car was just the icing.
On the shit cake.
But this icing/breakdown...it has forced me to find alternate modes of...dealing with things. It has forced me to be vulnerable with pretty new but amazing friends. People who could think I'm crazy but have been nothing but kind and generous. It has forced me to lean on people when I've always thought I could get through everything on my own. It has forced me to ask for help.....*gasp*
It has forced me to take a leap of faith and believe a little.
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